harveststar419

I'm confused I love you so much Yet I could never ever tell you how I feel I could never tell you I love the way you hold me Or how I love the way you laugh I could never tell you how I love the way you sing Or how I love the way you carry yourself And now I know I have a chance but, It isn't possible This you and me would never work I know this and i always did So why does my heart still hurt I knew it wasn't a good idea to let myself fall for you But now i cant stop Stupid me Stupid heart Why can't i be with you In this Forbidden Love

Fake smile Fake laugh Broken heart Broken spirit Is what lies inside But no one can see The pain she actually goes through The shattered memories All they see is a happy girl With no problems Free of depression If only they could see what lies Beneath all she tries to cover it up with How do I know she is broken? Because I am her I'm broken And no one hears my cry No one hears my voice All they hear is that fake person Who I made To cover up all my mistakes  

You are so bright You are everything to me You always make me laugh You make me love you more and more But what is this love? Is it true love Or admiration Im scared I want you to hold me I want you to notice me I want you to be there for me Take care of me Love me... Is that me using you? Or is it cause i admire you? Maybe the reason im so confused is because I dont want to admit that i have fallen in love Or maybe its because i dont wanna admit i have fallen for you again

I was running around in the dark Trying to find my way out When you saved me from my despair You reached out and caught me from falling For a long time you held me high up The feeling you gave me The feeling that I'm safe and floating in the air The memories we shared The kisses The moments I miss you I want you back Then after all we have been through you dropped me You let me fall You tore me apart And you... didn't care The tears i cried The pain i felt Did you even know? Did you know the pain you put me through? I want you here! I want you now! Love me Hate me It doesn't matter to me I still love you regardless of

It was a windy night Tears swelled in my eyes I held on to you closely I didn't want to let you go You held me tighter If I could have stopped time then I would have Tears escaped Streaming down my face I felt my heartbeat go faster I felt your heartbeat race You started to shake You held me tighter I heard you whimper I looked up to your face You tried to hide it But i saw I saw tears in your eyes More tears fell down my face That only lasted that one night The next time i cried You just laughed at my pain So.. What did those tears mean? You claim never loving me So what did it mean when you cried?

Lifer is like an hourglass It shows the past, present, and future But what if we could control time Just make time stand still Reverse it Or make it go faster What would we do with this power? Enjoy that one moment when we are actually happy Rewind time to change the mistakes in out lives Or just get so tired of living we just want it to end That is only if... Reality takes that away from us So we just keep living Slowly.. As the grains of time fall

Wait don't go if you go my life will crumble Wait who are you? Why are you leaving? Why does my heart yearn for you? Its just a dream A dream Where my heart is broken Where there is no light.. Or hope...

I see you standing there I cant stand the sight of you I run hoping you don't see me Yet... I still come back Hoping you notice me When i finally talk to you i freeze Hoping i have disappeared You look at me with those eyes Your calm warm, kind, serious eyes Listen to me I try to make you smile You don't even smirk I love you so please, please Just smile for me

Clouds move slow but free Bird sly up high in the sky They too are free Then why am i in this darkness? Alone wandering in a never ending abyss I can never run away from these vines that surround me He has me My body My heart My life Right in his hands I love him I love him so much But all i get is pain I want to escape into that light that i can never reach Its so far out of my reach But in here is pain I don't want pain I want to be loved by him I'm so obsessed its stupid But i still want him I just want him to recognize me To tell me I'm beautiful To tell me... he loves me ... But that will never happen So ill wand

Lie to me Like you always do Tell me you love me I know its a lie But it is ok Just lie to me Touch me gently I know it doesnt matter to you I know this is you just playing around with my heart I know it isnt real But it is ok Just touch me gently Kiss me softly Press your lips against mine Make the world around me stop I know you are just pleased I know you dont feel the same way But it is ok Just kiss me softly